musta na kayo? siguro nagtataka kayo bakit di na ko nagsusulat dito sa blog ko, at siguro meron ng nag iisip na baka iniwan ko na eto, minsan nga pag open ko ng YM merong offline from my freind asking " hoy bat di ka na nag po post sa blog mo dahil ba sa di magandang comment don sa isang post mo", nabigla ako kc di ko naman iniisip yon then sinagot ko yung offline nya sabi ko " ay naku bc lang ako kya wala na ko time mag blog at saka ba't ko naman iisipin yong bad comment eh di ko nman kilala kung sino yon at saka karapatan nya yon ke maganda or masama yong comment at least me bumabasa ng post ko. di ko alam kung naniwala sya sa reason ko at least sumagot ako sa tanong nya.

by the way eto na ko start na uli ng pag ba blog sa totoo lng na miss ko to ewan ko ba me time na gusto kong mag post ngunit pag harap ko na sa pc ayaw gumana ng utak ko wala akong maisulat kaya ang ginawa ko pinahinga ko muna kumbaga eh ni recharged sya para pag napalaban muli matatag na sya.

pag binubuksan ko tong blog ko una kong tinitingnan eh yung shoutmix kc gusto kong malaman sino-sino ba ang dumadalaw dito at nagiiwan ng mensahe at napansin ko etong si arvin ang napakasipag mag mensahe kahit pa nga laging tungkol sa mga post nya ay ok lng sa kin dahil naaalala nya akong puntahan, kya lng minsan di ko nababasa yong ibang sinusulat nya kc ewan... wala lng, pero yung last message nya di ko napahindian kc nakita ko yung words na O.F.W. kaya binisita ko agad ang kanyang tahanan at ng mabasa ko yung post nya "MUKHANG PERA" eh parang nag iba ang aking pakiramdam ikumpara at sabihin ba naman na ang O.F.W. eh mukhang pera eh sino ba naman ang di sasama ang pakiramdam, tingin ko tuloy ang tagal ko na palang mukhang pera (joke lang). alam nyo ba kung bakit ko naramdaman yon hmmm... cge na nga mag wento ako ng konte tungkol sa life ko.

bata pa lang ako ng mamatay ang father ko, anim kaming magkakapatid 5 yrs. old pa lang ako noon at syempre ang nanay ko ang naiwang magtatagayod sa amin at dahil wala namang naiwan ang tatay ko na yaman kaya naisipan ng nanay ko na mag abroad ( O.F.W./ MUKHANG PERA)iniwan nya kami sa kanyang mga magulang, ginusto nyang mapalayo sa min dahil alam nya na di nya maiibigay ang pangangailangan nmin kung sa pinas sya mananatili, kaya kahit anong lungkot at hirap, pangungulila sa mga anak nyang iniwan tiniis nya kapalit ng dolyar na kikitain para sa pamilyang umaasa sa kanya.hanggang sa lumaki kmi andon pa rin sya, naisipan lang nya na tumigil ng makita nya na kya na nming mabuhay na di na umaasa sa kanya.

nang time na umuwi ang nanay ko me regular na kong trabaho, kumikita ako ng sobra pa sa pangsuporta sa sarili ko at dahil hindi ako obligadong magbigay di ko rin iniisip na bigyan dahil di sila humihingi. ganon lng palagi ang takbo ng buhay ko nagtatrabaho ako para lng sa sarili ko until mayaya ako ng workmate ko na mag apply sa TAIWAN. at first parang ayaw ko kc iniisip ko ba't pa ko aalis eh ok nman ang kita ko pero pinilit pa rin ako sabi try ko lng daw, sabi ko sige na nga total try lng nman at wala nmang mawawala sa kin. sa dami naming magkakasama ako yong di seryoso, ako pa ang natanggap napaiisip tuloy ako ah siguro me reason ang nasa taas bakit ako yung napili. so samadaling salita nakaalis ako isa nang certified na O.F.W.(mukhang pera)sa unang month ng sweldo nabigla ako kc triple ng amount ng sweldo nong nasa pinas pa ako ibig sabihin mas marami na kong pang suporta sa sarili ko, pero alam nyo ba ng mahawakan ko yung pera biglang pumasok sa isip ko ang pamilya ko, ang nanay ko, inisip ko cguro eto naman yong time na ako nman ang bumuhay sa kanya, suklian ko ang kabutihan at mga hirap na ginawa nya, alam ko di lang sya makapagsabi or humihingi sa akin hinihintay nya lng akong mag kusa at noon ko lng na realized na ako naman ang me obligasyon sa kanya dahil ako na ang kumikita, kya simula non kada sweldo di ko sya nakakalimutan padalhan hanggang nasanay na ako at pati mga kapatid at pamangkin nabibigyan at natatanong kung ano ba ang gusto nila na pag naibibigay ko eh mararamdaman na napapasaya ko sila, natulungan ko rin ang dalawa kong kapatid na makapunta rito isa na rin silang certified na O.F.W. kaya naging tatlo na kaming mukhang pera. dahil sa pag aabroad masasabi ko na maraming magandang nangyari di lang sa buhay ko maging sa buhay ng pamilya ko.

oh haba na ng munting kwento ko, cguro iniisip nyo ano bang koneksyon ng kwento ko sa "mukhang pera" . eto lang naman po... una ang nanay ko nagpakamukhang pera (O.F.W)para lng buhayin at maitaguyod kaming mga anak nya, at ako nman kailangan pang mag mukhang pera para lang ma realized ang pagkukulang at responsibilidad sa pamilya at para matutong tumulong sa iba. oh di ba kakaiba ang pamilya namin kc ang nanay ko mukhang pera kaming mga anak nya until now nagpapakamukhang pera, pero ok lang na tawagin kami na pamilyang mukhang pera kung ang kapalit naman eh saya at konteng ginhawa ng buong pamilya..

nang mabasa ko ang post ni arvin di na ko nag comment kundi ang ginawa ko binasa na lng yung mga comment sa kanya at sa tingin ko tama na yon di na kailangang dagdagan pa, ang sa akin lng sana bago nya eh post binasa at pinag isipan muna nyang mabuti. sabi nga nila sa pag ba blog kailangan responsable tyo sa bawat katagang bibitawan, kung alam naman na makakasakit tyo ng kapwa bakit pa natin gagawin.
alalahanin lagi natin masarap mabuhay pag alam natin na wala tayong nasasagasaan at naagrabrayadong tao. at dito sa mundo napakaraming O.F.W. na nagpapaka bayani para lang sa pamilya at PROUD ako na isa ako doon.


MABUHAY ANG LAHAT NG OVERSEAS FILIPINO WORKERS..

As he staggered down the street,
he was so alone,
He was desolate,
with no one to call his own.

The corner store about to close,
he had to get there fast,
Reason left him long ago,
his good life in the past.

Bill stumbled on the step,
as he walked inside the door,
The liquor counter filled the back,
of the corner store.

Bill was there to buy
his nightly bottle of cheap wine,
Soon he'd be oblivious,
life would then be fine.

Remembering days gone by
was more then he could bear,
Bill had been successful,
with a family in his care.

His son was only sixteen,
the day he passed away
Bill started drinking alcohol,
to ease his pain that day.

The alcohol possessed him,
he couldn't put it down,
Bill soon became well known,
as the drunk of that small town.

He couldn't hold his job
and he also lost his wife,
He lost all the good things;
as alcohol became his life.

Bill left the corner store,
brown paper bag in hand,
What happened to him next,
no one will understand.

He went into an alley;
he had no place else to go,
He silently began to cry,
for he had sunk so low.

Next morning in the alley,
there gathered a small crowd,
Everyone was whispering ...
no one spoke out loud.

Empty bottle on the ground,
beside a lifeless heap,
The grim reaper paid a visit,
as Bill lay there fast asleep.

The lesson from this tragedy
will shortly be forgot,
Big bottles of cheap wine
will continue to be bought.

Bill's battle has been lost,
for him there is no more,
Still...there will be others,
heading for the corner store.

Anghel ka na walang pakpak
nasa lupa ay laging nakaapak
budhi mo ay bumubusilak
ganda mo'y parang isang bulaklak

Narito ka sa lupa
upang bantayan ang mga bata
dahil sa takot na mapahamak sila
di iniwan kahit isang saglit pa

Ginto ka sa aking paningin
dahil sa ganda ng yong mithiin
may puso kang naninimdim
pag buhay ko ay dumidilim

Ehemplo kang tunay sa akin
kabaitan mo'y dapat gayahin
sa kapwa ay laging matulungin
kaya nararapat na ikaw ay purihin

Lagi ka sa aking isipan
kabutihan mo ay di malilimutan
sanay wag mo akong iwan
at lagi mo akong alagaan

The Face In The Glass!


When you get what you want in your struggle for self
And the world makes you king for a day,
Just go to a mirror and look at yourself
And see what THAT face has to say.




For it isn't your father or mother or spouse
Whose judgment upon you must pass;
The person whose verdict counts most in your life
Is the one staring back from the glass.




Some people might think you are a straight-shootin' chum
And call you a wonderful guy or gal,
But the face in the glass says you're only a bum
If you can't look it straight in the eye.




That's the one you must please, never mind all the rest,
For that's the one with you clear up to the end.
And you know you have passed your most dangerous test
If the face in the glass is your friend.




You may fool the whole world down the pathway of life
And get pats on your back as you pass,
But your final reward will be heartache and tears
If you've cheated the face in the glass.




~ Dale Wimbrow ~

When you are together with that special
someone, you pretend to ignore that person.
But when that special someone is not around,
you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are in love.
Although there is someone else who always
makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go
only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.
Although that special someone was
supposed to
have called you long back, to let you know of
their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are
desperately waiting for the call!

At that moment, you are in love.
If you are much more excited for one short e-
mail from that special someone than other
many long e-mails,
You are in love.
When you find yourself as one who cannot
erase all the messages in your EMAIL or
mobile phone because of one message from that special someone

You are in love.
When you get a couple of free movie tickets,
you would not hesitate to think of that special
someone.
Then, you are in love.
You keep telling yourself, "that special
someone is just a friend" but you realize that you can
not avoid that person's special attraction.
At that moment, you are in love.
While you are reading this page, if someone
appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person.

It's nice to know that you're secured with that someone. That even if the rain is pouring hard and the sky is almost dark, he'll never leave you just so you won't feel alone. Even if his friends had left him (and even if he has to be somewhere else) he'd still stay by your side, just so you won't feel alone.



It's so good to know that you have someone who'll be willing to help you cope up in every frustrations you're having. Every depressing moments, every down moments, every self-worthless-realization moments, he'd be there, not because you want someone to be with you, but because he wants to be with you.




It's great to know when a person appreciates every little thing you do. Even a smile would mean a lot to him, just because you own that smile. And that even if no words are expressed as long as the eyes understand, you'd be able to communicate, just like that.

It's overwhelming when a person tells you that he loves you for who you are. He may not have an answer when you ask him why, but really, he doesn't have to have reasons for loving you.




It's more grateful to know that someone is grateful to have you. We don't choose the people who enter our lives, so it must be luck that you have that person, then you have to be thankful. It may just be coincidence or fate, but whatever the reason is, you have to be thankful in having him the same way he is thankful for having you.




It's a wonderful feeling when you're on the verge of giving up the things you've worked hard for, someone isn't just helping you carry the weight on your shoulders, but he carries it on his own because he'd also be in pain when you are in pain. And then you'll realize, trials would all be worth it as long as you have him, not because he would do things for you, but because you gather all the strength you need, in him and his love.




It's a superb feeling when one is willing to take the risks just so you'll be happy. Unselfishness rule in him just so happiness would take over you.




It's a nice feeling that when you're apart, and days seem to be long, that person misses you. Yes, you might feel bad about not being with each other, but knowing that you feel the same way would drive those blues away, thinking, you'd fight over that feeling because you're looking forward to seeing each other, and that's something to be happy about.




It's a great feeling when he wants to be with you because of the happiness you have when you're together. That even if corny jokes and senseless stories are told, it won't matter as long as you're together.





It's a lovely feeling when someone thinks about your future, with or without him. He cares and he cares enough to think of you and what you'll be someday. But of course, he also wants to be in it someday.




It's a nice feeling when you can be who you really are with that person. No pretentions, no lies, no hypocrisy, because he accepts you for who you are. You can be funny, you can be embarrased, but it won't matter coz it doesn't matter to him. Trust and faith in each other keeps you alive. And it will always do.




It's good to know that you have someone who'll not have the intentions of breaking your heart. Instead, he would be willing to mend it, picking up the broken pieces of your heart that your past love have scattered in the ground. He may not be able to put the pieces back to where they really belong, but you shouldn't mind, because he had repaired that heart of yours, and he fixed it in his own way. He loves you in his own way, not the way your past did. He fixed your heart in a different way, to keep you from feeling the pains of your past heartache and to make you feel, the love, that he's unselfishly giving.




It's a great feeling when that person has every effort to let you feel what he feels for you. Because of the distractions, you may not hear him shout it to the world, but as long as you feel it, his efforts has paid off, big time. And when you feel the same way too... He'd feel as if he's the luckiest person alive.

matagal ng nangyari, gusto ng kalimutan
isang pag ibig, na panandalian
maraming panahon, na pinaglalabanan
bakit ba ang puso'y, hirap turuan

magmahal ba ng mali, ay isang kasalanan
di man ginusto, pero natutunan
pilit mang itama, pero ayaw tantanan
kaya ang puso'y, laging sugatan

pagtingin sa langit, kay daming bituin
bakit ang buhay, ay parang kay dilim
napakabigat dalhin, sa damdamin
ngunit kinakailangan, ito ay pigilin

kay hirap sa dibdib , ang dinadala
lalo't nakaraan, ay naaalala
pilit nililimot, at inaabandona
ngunit kahit anong gawin, wala paring kwenta

parang isang ibon, sa loob ng hawla
gustong lumipad, pero di makaya
di alam ang gagawin, upang makalaya
para makamtan muli, ang tunay na ligaya